updated my wish list

yes, i've just updated my wish list.. gotten quite a number of things i wished for.. my blue label burberry bag..my estee lauder perfume.. etc.. actually thinking back i have gotten more than what i've wished for in terms of material stuff.. i was just lemming for a Miu Miu bag few months back and now my wish has come true.. somehow all these material things no longer matter as much..

its the wisdom and happiness that i yearn for now.. its the simple things that matter now..yet these are the things that are so intangible.. at least for material things, we can starve ourselves and be able to afford it someday but for things like these, it is never possible.

having said these, i have a permenant backache and feel my life is quite miserable. to-do-list filled with what other people are supposed to do..and yet those ingrateful idiots take it for granted..i've had enuf..i want to live my life my way.

fly away

i wish i was a leaf.. being carried away by the winds..flying across the skies..looking down on all u small little people..laughing at all your daily mundane activities you call 'very important business'..snear at how u all struggle to live each day to the fullest yet fail to treasure the ones before you..
human beings are such a joke.. ironic and dumb..

i prefer being a leaf..to be above all these..

i was a human...

First bad day since back from Japan

am feeling so irritated and pissed and i-duno-how to describe..



Prince Tutu has been in HK since 11th..and all the weekdays were fine..had things to do in sch..in the evenings were also quite packed.. with outings to meet frens, outing with lab, bring Sakamoto-san to shopping in town..but when it comes to weekend, its the official BOYFRIEND-DAY..so i'm stuck at home..at first wanted to go to school but just too lazy to step out..and BitBit-to-san told me that he saw some really scary sightings in my lab when he walked past today. I refuse to remember all that he has said if not i will neva dare to step into my lab ever. Still thinking about it.. and it still brings shiver down my spine..

anyway, am trying hard not to remember anything about it.

so stayed the whole day at home..am reali one person not to be cooped up at one place for too long.. if not i'll be in a bad mood.
talking about bad mood, the queen is in a bad mood. screaming at us for not wanting to order dinner delivery, not wanting to go out and eat.. i'm just pure full ah.. no chance to use up the energy i've consumed during breakfast even. wats more i haven even finish my lunch at this point in time. so i just told her u all go order, i dun feel like eating anything becos of the above reason. and after awhile, she stomped upstairs and slam her door, saying if we dun want to eat den fine. she'll just go to sleep.

urgh. bad day.

now wondering wat to do tomorrow..sigh..dun dare to go back to lab.. and dun want to stay at home.. :( miserable.. think princess think! i'm sure u can think of something!

"sorry! the brain is not in operation today. Please try again later."

seems like i'm back to being the unlucky gal ever~ Darn......

Renfred from Campus Superstar

Took bus with Renfred to sch today! haaa.. not going to sound like some lil giggly gals who drool at their idol etc.. after all he is only 1 year older than my bro..haa.. but its not everyday that u get to see some one who was famous.. think he lives around my area..serangoon gardens maybe.. cos he was also going to school.. Ngee Ann Poly..

was standing at the bus stop when i thot i saw someone familiar walking in my direction.. and yes, its him.. dressed in normal t-shirt and jeans and carrying a puma bag.. looking like any ordinary poly kid.. but well.. images of him on stage singing flashed thru my mind.. then he sat down..infront of me at the bus stop.. technically speaking i was the closest to him as compared to anyone at the bus stop..

ok, then was simply wondering where he was going etc..haaa. super kaypoh.. should go be a paparazzi! :P anyway the bus came and we boarded the same bus.. i sat down first then he sat beside me..i mean this is the closest encounter with someone who was/is famous (at least to the school kids).. :) i seriously he is too tall, same case for many guys taking buses.. he couldnt sit into the seat without his legs being in an uncomfortable position..so he wasnt seat shoulder to shoulder beside me.. but as the bus gets crowded, he slowly eased his way 'into' the seat.. so he was like atmost 5cm away from me..haaa.. *gosh this is sounding psycho* but no! am just trying relate the situation.. (think i am a very bad story teller.. *bleah* )

while he was sitting there, was trying to think how he feels on the bus.. is he worried that ppl will notice him? will be feel awkward with all the stares?or does he enjoy every moment of the glances ppl steal? i definitely deprived him of that if thats what he seeks..haaa..am so evil.. just pretended not to recognise him..but well who noes he mite be grateful for me treating him as per normal? :) i duno.. *shrug*

was also wondering how much is he earning..is he still having any 'work' other than being a student, did a poster for bus stops on some drinks, tv serial if i am not wrong..but no news of his music records (if any). hmm..if yes does he work on those after his sch hours etc..is he popular in sch? does his new frens befriend him becos he is someone more famous than the ordinary? if he didnt join campus superstar, will he be happier and not having to think of how true his 'new' frens are... hmm.. or mayb he just doesnt think that much..all these thots just entertained me throughout my bus ride..without a need to take out my lil ipod nano.. haaa..

think i will die thinking if i am a star..haaa.. (am so glad)

but seriously he is handsome, cute for his age.. if i were 10 years younger, i would have blushed my way to school..or mayb my heart would have jumped out during the journey..
BUT
i am freaking old! one who has constant backaches! grrrr...

how do i know i am old?i know when little cute boys in their teens lose their appeal TOTALLY~ :P

Upcoming Events!

Harlow the citizen of Strawberry empire..

it has been a while since i last updated.. well.. was busy playing facebook!haa~ was super addicted at some point in time..wasnt even able to do much work without my itchy fingers typing facebook in the IE..but well..i'm out of the addiction! just slowly decrease my time spent on it and Ta-dah! i'm free! :P think i m either one who is easily bored or am just moving on too fast..haa...

after my craze on facebook, Prince Tutu told me abt the Tokyo trip! yes! Princess Ejiko is GOING TO TOKYO! :) a journey back to my roots..:P was spending so much time planning for it,searching for hotels, searching for travel info etc.. i was obsessed...literally.. :( haa.. no choice but to admit that.. :( hee... well.. am so looking forward to the trip! booked a free plan tour to kyoto for 2 days one nite.. and will be spending like 7 nites in tokyo!of cos there are conferences to attend BUT oh well... :P that doesnt need much planning rite? :P
have also booked a ryokan..jap style hotel where we sleep on tatami!hee.. one nite is fine but i guess more nights on the tatami will render my back wasted..:( have been having alot of backaches recently..must be my dented mattress..duno wat to do.. :(

of cos before i leave, i have to finish tonnes of work.. and i really mean tonnes..here how the list goes:

1. grow out my fibroblasts
2. do cytotoxicity test on my samples
3. analyse data
4. do data processing for my elution data (have been working on that for at least 12 hours and there is simply too much data..even excel cant handle..keeps giving me error when i plot the graph.. :( duno why..*sob* seriously dun think excel is that lousy cos its abt 500+data points?)
5. finish the deliverable report! (this is the one which makes me sweat.. usually its abt 40pgs long..but well hope to able to keep to my usual record time and finish in a wks time?if not i'll be writing in japan! WTH..... :( )

motivation is all i need.. to finish up all these mundane and crap work.. *sigh* running low on that.. Prince Tutu is also quite stressed with his work.. jia you orh! :)

Choice Baby?

came across this advert in Today newspaper..and my first reaction was HUH?

money back gurantee?
track record??(o_O)
easy to follow????(*_*)

really wonder how anyone manage to set up a company just for this? how do they 'teach' or 'make u follow' their course! is this based on any form of technology that we know?from the advert doesnt look quite tech-based..hmmm.. (O_o)

my head is filled with question marks...

The Sylvanian Lamb Family

my newest looooovvvveee~~~~



Prince Tutu made me a wooden gothic doll house to store the family..so we went to buy the occupants! bought the lambie family..consisting of Papa Lamb ( Ewan Dale), cooking in their lil hambuger caravan stall...Prince Didi bought me a Hamburger Caravan Shop for my birthday which adds on to the collection! love it to bitsssss.... Now papa lambie and mama lambie tends the shop and its their lil shop (not so little)~~~

Mama Lamb (Babbara Dale), helping daddy with the cooking.. dun think u think their caravan stall is so sweet? :)

Sister Lamb resting on bed, she looks like she is doing yoga..haha


brother lamb washing his hands in the toilet and
baby lamb (Sean Dale) playing in his new toy train!.. and his rocking horse and baby cot..



their lovely living room.. with food!!

see aren't they cute?? the sight of them just makes my heart melt........*love*

shall buy more furnitures and family members for the town of StrawberryEmpire every month.. shall slowly bulk up the collection and build the town~~ cant wait for the rest of the town-ers to come in and enjoy StrawberryEmpire~~ :D

unknown areas of Singapore

Do you know that Singapore has another mini zoo other than the Singapore zoological garden? yes, went to the Animal Resort at Seletar Farmway..its so cute! there are quite a number of animals there, goats, chickens, parrots, other birds, dogs, peacocks, rabbits, hammies (hamsters), even iguana and weird looking ones too..hee.. don't know their names..

ever seen how a peacock egg looks like? here goes!

wise and old ALWAYS associates with under the tree?

Pretty birdie posing for a photo!

Lawry's Prime Ribs

went to Lawry's Prime Ribs for lunch few weekends back~ *love* the place really makes one feel like royalty.. the service, the ambience, the deco..awww.. THE place for Princesse..hee.. :P

had buffet there.. but as for the food....urm.. standard was only ok.. i think i had nicer food..it wasn't exceptionally nice in my opinion.. just average.. as for the price, was surprised that its quite cheap! the buffet was only 37+++ if i m not wrong..and there was a $50 rebate..then they gave $50 dining vouchers for the next visit for using UOB platinum card and 20% rebate of the current spending stored in their e-card to be used as cash at the next visit for using Masters Card. so i had a total of $74 dollars to be utilised at the next visit! *shocked*

and here's their weirdly dressed waitress doing up their 'famous' spinning bowl salad and daddy digging into his oyster~

Movie Reviews

Been a regular customer at the cinemas lately..cos of the discounts!haaa! let me share this with u..mon-thurs Cathay movie tix cost $6 if u use nets for payment! good deal~~

Movie #1:

881

it was so raved about.. expected so much.. but it failed to win my tears even though i was a cry-baby. Yes, the storyline is touching but, somehow, the emotions were not fully expressed..prepared quite a bit of tissue but was disappointed.

However, was impressed with the costumes..stunner! out-of-the-world i would say..but its definitely not easy on the tailors! KUDOS~

Movie #2:

Ball of Fury

people who wants to destress, laugh their heads off (cos they can definitely live without their heads watching the show) should go watch this show on the little white balls. Not much emotional thingy,but be prepared to be amused with their creativity at creating 'laughing points'. its a show that makes u think PINGPONG is a joke. :S

Movie #3:

Lust, Caution

favourite show amongst the 3.. wonderful cinematography i must say. just love the way Ang Lee portrays an emotion. slick~ however, am terribly upset with the censorship board..why the heck do they censor 9 mins worth of IMPT screentime? just to let the movie be "enjoyed" by a larger group of audience (ie, those who are <21>

but overall, its such a great show.not the plot cos there is no twist,no nothing but for the cinematography! go catch the (uncensored) movie! :)

Food Art

Do you know what is called Food Art? what do you think of when u think of food art? let me give you THE rendition of Food Art... Here goes!

This looks like a little cute doggy doesnt it?head turned to its left to face u..can u spot its lil waggily tail on the right of the picture? :)

Come and see the lil doggy's fren! the camel! stretching out its head..now, is it a single hump or twin hump? ;P

now..introducing the last of their gang, the snake! does it look as if its sticking its head out of the basket? now, where is the indian blowing the flute/recorder/etc *really duno what it is eh* :P

Today is a PUBLIC HOLIDAY!

yes! today is a public hols! cos today is Princess's Birthday!

and for this year's bday present? i got my Lady Dior Cannage Bag~ *i got my dior bag, i got my dior bag, i got my dior bag* love, love, love, love it to bitzzzzzz...... thanks daddy! hehe.. have been eyeing this bag since eternity..and just watch its price go up every year..since this bag will neva be on sale, so its price just keeps increasing every year.. when i first set eyes on it, it was only $2100+ and now? its $2500..anyway, love it love it! hehe..

Even the packaging is so prettily girly~ the material for the paper bag is very good too!

Now, now,lets take a peep into the bag...see its "passport" looking thingy?it contains its IC, birth cert and everything else.. :)

Now u see the star itself! presenting my new lil precious baby! pretty isnt she? :) *big grinz*

The wonderfully soft and luxurious lamb skin, perfectly quilted in such pretty geometry and the DIOR charm so sparkly and classy.. who can say no to such a pretty babe? ;)

From Prince Tutu, he has bought my samsung lil baby as i've posted in the previous post.. also in white.. hmm.. it matches..haha.. *sounds damn bimbo*

and from mummy, stil contemplating which watch to get..hmm.. duno if i should be getting one anyway..haha.. got too many.. :P

Happy hols people!;p

Settlers' Cafe

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latest addiction! went to settler's cafe for at least 5 times this month! its totally addictive! love those weird games we played..although it can be abit pricey for 2. the more people you have the cheaper it is! so grab ur frens for a nice cozy outing there!

Atmosphere: ****/5*
service:****/5* (needs abit of patience to get their staff's attention)
Game selection: ***/5* @ East Coast
****/5* @ clarke Quay
Price: ***/5*

Past...

was looking back at my prev blog.. cleaned out almost everything..also realised that my life in the past seems to be more happening! hmm.. wonder what is happening to me now.. life seems to plateau out and cant be any flatter i guess.. well, if this is good or bad, its up to one to perceive.. mayb i 'm too old for excitements in life..haa...

feels quite good to clean out everything..as though starting on a clean slate.. although things/entries were not exactly physically existing, but just feel like it needs to be cleaned up once in a while.. things that were supposed to be private, are meant to be hidden..haha..sounds like i've got so many secrets...
but no..just feel that now at another stage in life, all will tend to hide things which are of the previous phases. Till one is comfortable enough to share or old enough to reminenscence..

思念是一种病

当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
一辈子有多少的来不及
发现已经失去
最重要的东西
恍然大悟早已远去
为何总是在犯错之后
才肯相信错的是自己
他们说这就是人生
试著体会试著忍住眼泪
还是躲不开应该有的情绪
我不会奢求世界停止转动
我知道逃避一点都没有用
只是这段时间里尤其在夜里
还是会想起难忘的事情
我想我的思念是一种病
久久不能痊愈

当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
汲汲营营
忘记身边的人需要爱和关心
藉口总是拉远了距离
不知不觉无声无息
我们总是在抱怨事与愿违
却不愿意回头看看自己
想想自己到底做了甚黱蠢事情
也许是上帝给我一个试炼
只是这伤口需要花点时间
只是会想念过去的一切
那些人事物会离我远去
而我们终究也会远离变成回忆

思念是一种病
思念是一种病一种病

多久没有说我爱你
多久没有拥抱你所爱的人
当这个世界不在那黱美好
只有爱可以让他更好
我相信一切都来得及
别管那些纷纷扰扰
别让不开心的事停下了脚步
就怕你不说就怕你不做
别让遗憾继续一切都来得及

好感动。。。超喜欢这词。。美。。。。。

好好地给你所爱的人一个拥抱吧。。这可能是你最后一次抱着他。。下一秒会发生什么事谁也不知道。。珍惜每一秒。。

Is blog for the bored & nothing-better-to-do?

maybe most are bored and nothing better to do.. but i guess some are just out here to share..to record certain events in their lives..to update frens on their daily happenings..

i guess for me its just an avenue to talk about things where maybe no one has the time to sit down and listen..its something like the mediacorp's modtv..talk-to-me-on-demand or listen-to-me-when-u-have-time..
what is the world becoming?even talking and sharing has to be so 'customised' or rather so selfish?*shrug*

Low Batt

my life battery is low.calling out for help like your irritating low batt phone which keeps beeping..telling u its hungry and needs a charge before it dies on u..

no..its not sleep that i need. its something more, something less, something so near yet so far..

i need a charge..

任意门

好希望能有一道任意门让我躲一躲。。
真希望能每天开心。。
其实也没要求些什么。。就只希望能天天过的快乐。。

Pressing Question

What do you call this little self-adhesive stick-on for hanging of handphone accessory onto handphones without the slot for hanging handphone accessory?

i've bought something like this from taiwan eons ago..it has a spongy 3m-like-double sided tape which on one end sticks to your handphone, the other side is stuck onto a plastic extension with a small metal ring connected. This metal ring is for users to hang the handphone accessory..

i know this question is rather long and confusing..i tried my best..cant seem to find a better way to phrase it.. :(
i cant sleep without the ans! i've done countless searches online but nothing close.. :(

The Research in Me

is it so easy to give up? seriously i think people who are not perservering are definitely not suited to do research. Just when you face many possible errors in your results you would advise to stop the research and adopt a whole new way of doing it all over again, without even trying to solve the problems? what is it with this 'give up halfway' attitude?if that is the attitude one has in life, the person will neva succeed.

To me research is venturing unfamiliar grounds, its all about trail-blazing..it is expected that we do not know how we are going to get to somewhere but we just follow by faith and with perserverance and luck, we get there!even in times when we do not get there, i always believe that we will discover new routes to other places. Even if we get lost, we will leave behind traces such that others do not follow our footsteps. Obstacles are so expected in research and the joy comes from being able to overcome it, and overcome the situation. Don't you think the more obstacles there are throughout the journey, the more we will be able to appreciate the fruit of hard labour?This is my passion for research.

i agree that some people are just lucky. beginner's luck or whatever luck you can call it. some are just able to make discovery by mistake and sheer luck. BUT has anyone thought of the hard work put in behind this whole thing?you may question if there is. but if you think hard enough, the researcher would definitely have worked very hard trying to get to destination A, but through all the failed attempts and wrong routes taken, he discovers a new destination B! yes, he did not put in effort in trying to discover destination B and it was by sheer luck that he did. This is because he was only focusing on destination A. despite discovering B, he still has yet to get the A! it is still a setback in the discovery of A. but like what i mentioned previously, sometimes along the way, we do find new routes to new places, be it through luck or anything out of our control. Finding B is a little side-tracked reward for going on the journey of uncertainty, obstacles and rough terrains.

knowing that i am such a pathetic risk taker, research is probably the most high risk level thing i have ever done in my life.