let go while u still can

love this phrase at this point in time. so much so that i haf got more things to write about now.
it is so filled with despair and disappointment. it feels so 'stuck' as well.nothing can be done to remedy.nothing can be done to help. it seems like an advice as well. like an advice to all who still can make a choice, make a stand and be able to live with it. certain things are like this,when u have started it, you can no longer walk away.things no longer just concern you, but everyone around you. when this happens, you are no longer deciding based on what you want, but due to the others which your decision affects. in simple terms, you are no longer you. you are them. you have lost yourself to them. they have taken priority over your preference. it is no longer possible for you to act on your own accord without being termed as irresponsible.

your life is no longer yours but theirs'

this is when you know that letting go is not an option.

this is also when you know when you have to take responsibility for the choices you make.

after you make your choices, you have no choice.



certain things are just so amazing. when wavelengths no longer meet, there is simply no common grounds for discussions or talks. everything will be misinterpreted and everything will be misunderstood. everything will need explaination and everything will make you sick and tired. differences that once seems new and fresh will appear as thorns that you will want to irradicate. when one starts doing this, wounds will results. after the wound heals, scarring will set in. one wound is bearable, but when it increases beyond your threshold, you will seek anaesthetic. the sweet relief of anaesthetic is addictive and it will soon serve as a form of escape route. when one is looking at the escape route for too long, they will forget what made them want to enter the room initially. when they resent being in the room, regret entering the room, everything in that room is an eyesore. once regret and resentment builds, it turns into anger. and anger is this powerful weapon that one uses to hurt anyone or anything in the room. with anger as the weapon, the word 'sorry' is the shield. with both weapon and shield, the battle begins. whenever there is a battle, theres bound to be casualties. it could be the sword bearer, the shield bearer or simply a passerby. war is bloody, war is full of mistrust, full of suspiscion, full of hatred, full of pain, full of resentment, full of disgust, full of weariness, full of guilt, full of regret, full of all possible negative feelings and emotions. when everything is all charged up, the only way will be to let go.

let go while you still can..

let there be peace on the universe, the world, the country, the city, the community, the household, the individual. let there be peace on me.

All for NOthing

All for something which may not be right, all for something which may not be comfortable, all for something which may not be suitable, all for something which may not happen, all for NOthing.

sometimes people are just so silly. why do they even want to try when it gets just too hard?why do they even want to try when there doesnt seem to be light at the end of the tunnel? why do they even bother? do people really like to challenge themselves?try to go against fate?try to manipulate the world and all around them what they want them to be?

its just scary how misleading anyone's pride can be. is it becos of this pride that they do not let go and let things go the way it should?it is this 'never give up' aspect thats giving people some false impression of light at the end of the tunnel, oasis in the middle of the desert..

*trying too hard may not be good. let go while u still can.*