updated my wish list

yes, i've just updated my wish list.. gotten quite a number of things i wished for.. my blue label burberry bag..my estee lauder perfume.. etc.. actually thinking back i have gotten more than what i've wished for in terms of material stuff.. i was just lemming for a Miu Miu bag few months back and now my wish has come true.. somehow all these material things no longer matter as much..

its the wisdom and happiness that i yearn for now.. its the simple things that matter now..yet these are the things that are so intangible.. at least for material things, we can starve ourselves and be able to afford it someday but for things like these, it is never possible.

having said these, i have a permenant backache and feel my life is quite miserable. to-do-list filled with what other people are supposed to do..and yet those ingrateful idiots take it for granted..i've had enuf..i want to live my life my way.

fly away

i wish i was a leaf.. being carried away by the winds..flying across the skies..looking down on all u small little people..laughing at all your daily mundane activities you call 'very important business'..snear at how u all struggle to live each day to the fullest yet fail to treasure the ones before you..
human beings are such a joke.. ironic and dumb..

i prefer being a leaf..to be above all these..

i was a human...